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[treadingdawn]

1. I am not the "... really uptight one from the damned middle ages"

2. Claire, what does your father look like?

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Can we talk about it? On your time, of course.

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[eiremagic]

....what do you want to talk about?

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[treadingdawn.livejournal.com]

I want to know if you're all right.

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[eiremagic]

All right?

You didn't hurt me. I mean. Yeah. I guess.

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[treadingdawn.livejournal.com]

That isn't what I meant.

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[eiremagic]

What did you mean?

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[treadingdawn.livejournal.com]

I don't know. I want to hear how you feel, perhaps.

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[eiremagic]

I don't really...

Talk about me feelings much.

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[eiremagic]

I know I probably wasn't your first choice. Sorry.

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[treadingdawn.livejournal.com]

I do not think I was yours either, Eden.

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[eiremagic]

You were closer to first than I think you realized, anyway.

So what do we do?

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[treadingdawn.livejournal.com]

Whatever happens I hope you know that I will help you along the way.

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[eiremagic]

...I know you will.

You don't have to.

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[treadingdawn.livejournal.com]

Yes I do.

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[eiremagic]

I wouldn't make you...sit it out for an accident, Caspian.

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[treadingdawn.livejournal.com]

You don't understand. If that is the case I would not let any heir of mine go abandoned and fatherless.

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[eiremagic]

Heir?

I don't...what would you want from me?

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[treadingdawn.livejournal.com]

Eden. Where I am from it is most certain that royalty and nobles alike have had children out of wedlock, but I will not be one of them. It is early, too early to tell, but I wanted you to know that.

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[eiremagic]

You should marry someone you care about.

It's a nice thing. I'm not saying it isn't.

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[treadingdawn.livejournal.com]

That was always my intention, although even now I am still not ready for it. But changes happen and we must persevere.

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[eiremagic]

Nothing might happen.

You wouldn't be disappointed, would you? Because I wouldn't.

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[treadingdawn.livejournal.com]

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[treadingdawn.livejournal.com]

I cannot say that I would be disappointed or not. I have always vowed to be a good man and a good father so that any child of mine would have what was taken from me. I am unprepared for that time to be now but I am not afraid to face it.

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[eiremagic]

I feel sick. How can someone be so fucking good?

Yeah, I figured as much.

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[treadingdawn.livejournal.com]

When might you know?

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[eiremagic]

If nothing...

I'll go to the doctor on Friday, if nothing happens.