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[treadingdawn]

Is everyone safe now?

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Blair and Lancelot have left.

Eustace has been gone. He wasn't that terrible.

Edmund still hasn't returned to us.

What this means I cannot really say. Is it selfish to want him back? He has a responsibility where he is, as I have a responsibility at home. Even if time has stopped for us there are still things left unfinished. I still want to visit their world. Is it foolish to think this is where I may live a brief lifetime? I have mere weeks to decide my feelings on the matter, if a decision is to be made at all. That is being presumptuous. I should try to visit people. That is being cautious out of fear.

I should ask him.

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Zach
Claire
Karolina
Camelot and Will
Tybalt
Eden*
Luna
The Tianzi
Romeo
Rin
Charles
Blair ?
Dr. Cameron*
Salamander
Shadow
Bree
Pevensies

Comments

[adamantined]

That's like saying you don't have a hand in your own destiny at all.

[treadingdawn.livejournal.com]

I have a hand in it. But there are some doors that should remain unopened.

[adamantined]

But what if leaving that door closed puts everything you know and love in complete jeopardy? What if it's just not the right door?

[treadingdawn.livejournal.com]

That is where Aslan guides us and he has not been wrong. He does what's best for everyone just as we do, as long as we believe in him and in ourselves. We make mistakes but we do not break what can't be fixed.

[adamantined]

Has he ever done anything that you thought was wrong?

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[treadingdawn.livejournal.com]

No. Not wrong.

[adamantined]

So what then?

[treadingdawn.livejournal.com]

I don't have all the answers or the reasons.

[adamantined]

You kind of implied that there was a but there. So if it's not wrong then what is it? Right?

[treadingdawn.livejournal.com]

It is the best of what can be done.

[adamantined]

That can't be true. There's always a different path, always a different door that you can open. I've seen it.

[treadingdawn.livejournal.com]

Perhaps it was what you needed to see, to guide you too. It is what Aslan would do.

[adamantined]

It sounds too convenient. Does he like cupcakes?

[treadingdawn.livejournal.com]

I don't know. Lucy says he came to the tournament with a cake for her. Maybe he does?

[adamantined]

If he keeps you safe then that's probably the least that I could do.

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That is very kind of you, Claire.

[adamantined]

It's not really anything.

[treadingdawn.livejournal.com]

How are you and Zach by the way? And Peter?

[adamantined]

I don't know.

Which Peter?

[treadingdawn.livejournal.com]

Your uncle I believe.

What don't you know?

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[adamantined]

Have you ever had conversations with people that you don't want to have but know that you have to have, even if they make things worse?

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[treadingdawn.livejournal.com]

Yes. Why?